Lisa Adrianne: The Music
Everything Has Changed
(Lisa Adrianne)
This song has some of my favorite lyrics... I wrote this after I had "dropped out" of Bible college and moved back home after a total breakdown! I was feeling very stupid .... like a big looser... (who drops out of Bible college?) eventually i began to see that this wasn't how I had always imagined my life to be, but it was okay... what did it matter if I wasn't living up to other peoples expectations of me? What did it matter if the things that were important to me had changed!
This place once so secure
Doesn't quite fit
These walls seem smaller now
Then they ever did
I remember the days
We laughed and we played
Dreaming of this time
A perfect grown up life
Now everything has changed
I'll never be the same
Not who I thought I'd be
but somehow thats okay
Don't know where I belong
Not sure where I'm going
I've truly made a mess
They're all talking
I remember simpler times
Thought I had it all together
Planning the journey
To a perfect grown up life
Now everything has changed
I'll never be the same
Not who I thought I'd be
somehow that okay
I'm still standing tall
Still capable of joy
Not who I thought I'd be
But somehow thats okay with me